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kyoselfloveWelcome to my journal/fanfic archive!
Disclaimer - I am not affiliated with the bands or band members. This is a mere product of my imagination, none of this is true.
Note - Warnings and full information will be at the page of the fan fiction, make sure to read them! A lot of my fics have the warning of underage sex/rape/violence/character death, consider yourself warned! Also the ones labeled old fic are complete shit xD
Newest Addition - Kai The Embarrassed - Oneshot
Fic Count - 82
EDIT: Will migrate links from LJ to AO3...eventually.
Multi-Chapter
the GazettE
For the Vapor | PG13 | AU, Dystopia, Romance | Reita/Ruki
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - Ruki lives day by day on the stage performing for others, seemingly perfect to those who adore him. But backstage, he is far from it.
缘分~Yuánfèn | NC17 | Bandfic, Drama, Romance | Reita/Aoi
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Could it be possible that one's fate is predestined to another's before even being born?
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three]
Breaking the Rules | NC17 | AU, High School, Comedy | Aoi/Kai, ?/Kai
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - In certain relationships, whether they are just a friendship or a romantic one, there is always an unspoken rule that becomes a mutual understanding.
[Prologue] | [Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three] | [Chapter Four]
The Stolen Voice | PG13 | AU, Romance, Supernatural | Kai & Ruki
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Yutaka always lived an unusual life where he always felt he was on the brink of insanity. Trying to keep his mind in check was taking its toll. One night, Yutaka thought he had finally lost it. But what if it was for the better?
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three] | [Chapter Four] | [Chapter Five] | [Chapter Six] | [Chapter Seven]
By Chance | NC17 | AU, Fluff, Romance | Aoi/Kai
[IN PROGRESS-HIATUS]
Summary - After his wife left him years ago, Aoi has struggled with the heartbreak. Until he meets Kai, a charismatic man that befriends him and his daughter.
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three] | [Chapter Four]
Without A Glance | NC17 | AU, Drama, Angst | Reita/Ruki
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Akira is convinced that him and Takanori used to be lovers in another past, he intends to make Takanori remember the love they once held for another.
I Fuck You To Fuck You Over | NC17 | AU, Drama, Angst | Reita/Uruha, Reita/Kai, Aoi/Uruha, Etc.
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Reita and Uruha have been in a long relationship but lately it hasn't been what it used to be. Reita tries to find a way to rekindle their love but Uruha doesn't approve of his methods.
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three] | [Chapter Four] | [Chapter Five] | [Chapter Six] | [Chapter Seven] | [Chapter Eight] | [Chapter Nine] | [Chapter Ten] | [Chapter Eleven] |[Chapter Twelve] | [Chapter Thirteen] | [Chapter Fourteen] | [Chapter Fifteen] | [Chapter Sixteen] | [Chapter Seventeen] | [Chapter Eighteen] | [Chapter Nineteen] | [Chapter Twenty]
NaPolA | NC17 | AU, Drama, Angst, Historical, Romance | Reita/Uruha
[COMPLETED]
Summary - It's 1941, the world is at war but to the young, naive yet strong Akira, nothing matters then setting his life right. It isn't until he meets Kouyou at the Academy that he realizes how there is more to life than money and success.
MEJIBRAY
Not So Graceful | PG13 | AU, High School | Tsuzuku/Koichi, MiA/Koichi
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - Expecting the worst for being a new student, Koichi is surprised to find himself getting between two different boys (not literally).
Lycaon
The Lonely Onnagata | NC17 | AU, Drama, Historical | ?/Yuuki
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - Playing the roles of women have Yuuki in a sense of longing for his long lost lover, like in the plays he does every night. A man he has yet to meet; tired of waiting Yuuki goes to seek him out on his own.
Crossovers
New Arrival | NC17 | AU, Drama | Aoi/Toshiya
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - When a new employee arrives at work, Yuu finds himself conflicted over the excessively flamboyant Toshiya.
The Niji Stone | R | AU, Fantasy, Romance | Yuuki/Rui | Lycaon, Vistlip
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Rui is an avid dreamer of the mythical creatures that had once lived long ago. Though everyone else seems to believe that they are just that, mythical.
Dancing With You | NC17 | AU, Drama, Romance | Ruki/Yuuki | the GazettE, Lycaon
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - Heartbroken and confused, Ruki seeks out someone to love and come to terms with his sexuality.
Note - Side story to IFYTFYO.
The Dark Lord | NC17 | AU, Supernatural, Fantasy | Aoi/Uruha, Reita/Ruki, Aoi/Toshiya
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - The uplifting sense of the thrill was gone, all that lay before him lost its excitement. Now that the war had reached its end, they were at peace. Well, as peaceful as demons could be.
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three] | [Chapter Four] | [Chapter Five] | [Chapter Six] | [Chapter Seven] | [Chapter Eight] | [Chapter Nine] | [Chapter Ten]
Note - Co-written with brokendiva
Underneath His Skin | NC17 | AU, Angst, Drama | ?/Toshiya
[IN PROGRESS]
Summary - A string of murders sweep over Tokyo. Toshiya takes pride in them while Kaoru does everything in his power to stop them.
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three]
Un Deux | R | AU, Angst | Chiaki/Toshiya
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Together they were like the wind, unseen by the others around them, quiet. Running through the darkened damp streets with ease was their specialty.
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three]
Falling into Seduction: Act I | NC17 | AU, Supernatural, High School, Smut | Yuuki/Koichi
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Koichi notices a student he hadn't before, Yuuki. A strange yet beautiful object of his desire.
Falling into Seduction: Act II | NC17 | AU, Supernatural, High School, Smut | Tsuzuku/Mia, Meto/Mia
[COMPLETED]
Summary - When Mia finds out that his best friend Koichi is missing, he tries to seek out clues to his whereabouts.
Awkward | NC17 | AU, Comedy, Fluff | Toshiya/Koichi
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Things become awkward when player Koichi starts to date the serious Toshiya.
[Part One] | [Part Two] | [Part Three] | [Part Four]
Those Among Us | NC17 | AU, Science Fiction | Kaoru/Toshiya, Uruha/Toshiya
[IN PROGRESS-HIATUS]
Summary - Toshiya isn't your average sixteen year old, as he lives two separate lives. He raises himself, his job most would not agree on and the list goes on. One day everything changes and his secrets come out.
[Chapter One] | [Chapter Two] | [Chapter Three] | [Chapter Four] | [Chapter Five]
Sweet Dreams | NC17 | AU, Drama, Supernatural, Angst | Asagi/Toshiya, Uruha/Toshiya
[COMPLETED]
Summary - "Why do you want to die?" A question he could not answer, even though he wished for it so much.
Time to Pretend | NC17| Romance, Drama, Comedy | Kaoru/Toshiya, Uruha/Toshiya
[COMPLETED]
Summary - Toshiya finds himself in a very awkward position...in life.
Lessons in Manners | NC17| AU, Drama, Angst, Historical | Kaoru/Toshiya; Aoi/Uruha/Aoi
[COMPLETED] *Old Fic*
Summary - The year is 1807, Toshiya is the son of a wealthy family. He refuses to listen to anyone and does whatever he wants. Until, Kaoru his new teacher makes his arrival.
The Servant's Story | NC17 | AU, Drama, Angst, Historical | Uruha/Aoi/Uruha & more | Sequel
[COMPLETED] *Old Fic*
Summary - In the early 1800's Kouyou is a servant for a mansion that belonged to a wealthy family. After a tragic incident, everything turns upside down.
Shadow in Doubt | NC17 | AU, Drama, Angst, Historical | Kaoru/Uruha, Yuu/Toshiya
[DELETED] *Old Fic*
Summary - It's the 1940s. Just when two actors hit it big, many obstacles attempt to bring them down. Will they be able to overcome these obstacles or will it cost them their careers, or their lives even?
For Love/You | NC17 | AU, Angst | Uruha/Aoi, Tora/Uruha
[COMPLETED] *Old Fic*
Summary - A broken man that cannot be fixed does nothing but break others.
Good Morning/Afternoon/Night | NC17 | AU, Angst, Fluff, Comedy | Kaoru/Toshiya, Kaoru/Uruha
[COMPLETED] *Old Fic*
Summary - 'Hopefully I will have a good day.'
[Part one] [Part two] [Part three]
One shots
the GazettE
Kai The Embarrassed | Mature | AU, Crack | Aoi/Kai, Uruha/Ruki
Summary - I don't even know, either does Kai.
Uruha gets a Twitter | PG | Crack | Aoi & Uruha
Summary - Reita helps Uruha get a twitter and then Aoi helps too. Sort of.
Just Us | NC17 | Bandfic, Smut, Romance | Uruha/Kai
Summary - Uruha and Kai had always had a thing for each other, but neither acted on it because it was practically forbidden. Until one night, they couldn't stay apart any longer.
Shake It Off | PG13 | AU, Romance | Ruki/Kai
Summary - Kai is at a loss, his job is boring, he's practically broke, and he has failed at love but then Ruki comes to where he works...
Penetralia | NC17 | AU, Angst | Ruki/Uruha
Summary - Everyday's a struggle, but when he comes into your life, it becomes a little bit better.
The Brighter Side | NC17 | AU, Post-Apocalyptic | Ruki/Uruha
Summary - In a new world the population has separated into different tribes. Uruha and Ruki are from two entirely different tribes. They come together under unfriendly measures, yet forge a bond.
The Delicate Beauty | PG13 | AU, Romance, Tragedy | Reita/Ruki
Summary - This one time Reita broke the code and saved a life, one that didn't want to be saved.
Getting with a Sex God | NC17 | AU, High School, Comedy | Reita/Uruha, Aoi/Ruki
Summary - Uruha dreams about getting with a sex god known as Reita. Thankfully he has his friend Ruki to help him make them reality.
A Rare Moment | R | AU, High School, Romance | Ruki/Kai
Summary - He loved Kai, he really did. That was one of the main reasons that he would agree to such things as going to some lame fair. And plus that smile Kai gave him almost brought him to his knees, almost.
Burnt to Perfection | NC17 | AU, Smut | Aoi/Uruha
Summary - Uruha has the perfect birthday planned for Aoi.
The Wakashû & The Nenja | R | AU, Historical, Romance, Drama | Aoi/Kai, Kai/Uruha, Aoi/Ruki
Summary - Taking place in the Edo period of Japan, Kai spends time with his new lover while remembering the one he could never forget.
Drunk On You | R | AU, Romance | Aoi/Kai
Summary - There comes a time in one's life where a decision has to be made. When all other options are exhausted, there is the choice between swallowing your pride or holding on to it with a struggle.
Failed Internship | PG13 | AU, Fluff | Reita/Uruha
Summary - Kouyou takes up an internship at the hospital, only to find out his boss hates him, or so he thought.
Musical Taste | PG13 | AU, Fluff | Uruha/Ruki
Summary - Ruki wants his teacher and he always gets what he wants.
Alone with Forbidden Desire | NC17 | AU, Angst, Romance | Aoi/Kai
Summary - Coming home from his time at university overseas, Kai finds himself dwelling in the past as his family gets together to celebrate his graduation.
Jail Bait | NC17 | AU, Smut, Angst | Ruki/Kai
Summary - Ruki finds himself drawn to the new inmate.
My Roommate From Hell | NC17 | AU, Smut, School Life | Aoi/Reita
Summary - Aoi meets his new roommate and things start off a bit rocky.
By Chance | PG13 | AU, Romance | Aoi/Kai
Summary - After his wife left him, Aoi wanted a fresh start.
The Sweetest Drink | NC17 | AU, Smut | Kai/Uruha
Summary - After another long work week, Kai just wants to relax and have a drink. But what he finds instead is more than he could've ever asked for.
The Wakashû & The Rōnin | NC17 | AU, Historical, Romance, Drama | Reita/Uruha, Kai/Uruha
Summary - The beginning of the Edo Period, Japan, one young samurai breaks the honor of conduct and awaits his cowardly death.
Dir en grey
Then and Now | NC17 | AU, Dystopia, Smut | Kaoru/Toshiya
Summary - These were all memories that he would never forget. Now as he stood in the crowd, their cheering loud in his ears, shoves and tugs moved his body around as he stared at Kaoru on the stage, every moment seemed to fade away.
How I Live Now | NC17 | AU, Apocalypse | Kaoru/Toshiya
Summary - Toshiya is alone in a new world built on destruction and death.
Something Sweet | NC17 | AU, Smut | Kyo/Die
Summary - Kyo punishes Die in the most pleasurable ways.
Playing Dead | NC17 | AU, Smut, Historical | Kyo/Toshiya
Summary - Toshiya is fifteen and always gets what he wants. Even if it's Kyo, the homicidal cannibalistic cook.
Bound | NC17 | AU, Smut, Historical, Angst | Die/Shinya, Kaoru/Toshiya, Shinya/Toshiya
Summary - War tears their land apart as Toshiya and Shinya are held captive. Die finds them beautiful and decides to have fun with them.
He Brought Wine | NC17 | AU, Smut | Die/Shinya
Summary - Die goes to see his date but instead realizes he has knocked on the wrong door.
A Place To Stay | NC17 | AU, Drama, Angst | Kaoru/Toshiya
Summary - Homeless again, Toshiya tries to find a place to stay for the night.
The Ramen Shop | PG13 | Fluff, Romance | Kaoru/Toshiya
Summary - 'Would you like to go for a coffee sometime with me?'
Mejibray
Counting the Days | NC17 | AU, Angst | Tsuzuku/Koichi
Summary - To Tsuzuku what they have is nothing but to Koichi what they have is everything.
Sex: Restricted | NC17 | AU, Science Fiction, Dystopia | Tsuzuku/Koichi
Summary -Koichi believes that rules are more like guidelines...and one of his ventures into alternating said guidelines leads to an unexpected surprise.
Deserters of War | NC17 | AU, Historical, Drama, Romance, Smut | Tsuzuku/Koichi
Summary - Tsuzuku and Koichi are sent off to aid a war they know nothing about. Feeling hopeless they cave in to their feelings for one another.
The Teacher's Pet | NC17 | AU, Smut | Tsuzuku/Mia
Summary - Mia is one of the smartest students in school. One of his teacher's wants to give him a reward.
Amor Deliria Nervosa | NC17 | AU, Science Fiction, Smut | Tsuzuku/Koichi, Meto/Koichi
Summary - Koichi lives in a world where love is a fatal disease, unfortunately for him he has it.
Lycaon
Secluded | NC17 | AU, Romance, High school | Ichirou/Yuuki
Summary - Almost every weekend now, he would find a private place for them to escape away from the world, just for a little while.
ADAMS
Accidental Lovers | NC17 | AU, Smut | Shota/Adam
Summary - Shota unexpectedly bumps into his neighbor.
Versailles/Jupiter
Can We Keep Him? | NC17 | AU, Supernatural, Smut | Kamijo/Hizaki/Teru
Summary - Hizaki knew that Kamijo would give him the best of all presents for his birthday.
Undeniable Pleasure | NC17 | AU, Smut | Kamijo/Teru
Summary - Teru waits for his master.
Crossover
A Free Mind | NC17 | AU, Drama, Tragedy | Toshiya/Koichi, Yuuki/Koichi
Summary -Koichi is a prisoner in his own home, he spends most of his time looking out the window taking an interest in the lives of others. When he sees Yuuki for the first time he knew right away that he had fallen for him.
Koichi Gets Fucked | NC17 | AU, Smut, Highschool | Kaoru/Koichi
Summary - Koichi has always been one to find trouble, or cause it. But it was okay because it gave him the right excuse to visit the principal's office.
The Good Friend | NC17 | Bandfic, Smut | Tsuzuku/Aryu
Summary - BORN made an announcement of disbandment, which resulted in Tsuzuku's phone going off constantly. To distract himself from it all, he spent his night with Aryu from MORRIGAN.
BloodLust | NC17 | AU, Post-Apocalypse, Science Fiction | Toshiya/Koichi
Summary - Awakening in the midst of war, Koichi is left to battle a never ending thirst for blood.
Meji-Gan | NC17 | AU, Smut | MEJIBRAY/MORRIGAN
Summary - When sex slaves and their new masters come together for an orgy. It's porn.
The Unknown | PG | AU, High School | Kai/Toshiya
Summary - Kai roams the halls of his boarding school to keep the other students safe and in line. One day he is given the chance to speak to a mysterious student he had always been curious about.
A Perfect Match | NC17 | AU, Smut | Shinya/Zin
Summary - Zin meets the man he believes will fulfill his fantasies.
Differential | PG13 | AU, High School | Kai/Meto
Summary - Kai and Meto are complete opposites, yet somehow they make it work.
Together | R | AU, Angst | Miyavi/Toshiya
Summary - Every time he woke up, his eyes would land on the photo next to his futon. Reminding him of a past life, genuine happiness leaking from the smiles from him and his family. It had only been taken a few years ago, but now everything had changed.
One Foggy Night | NC17 | AU, Angst, Smut | Yoshiatsu (DADAROMA)/Koichi (MEJIBRAY)
Summary - Same old meeting place, but not the same shit.
Double Date | NC17 | AU, Romance, Smut | Tora/Kai, Die/Aoi
Summary - When Aoi gently pushes him into a double date, Kai is ready for the worst. But instead, he finds himself enjoying it more than he thought.
New Arrival | NC17 | AU, Drama | Aoi/Toshiya
Summary - When a new employee arrives at work, Yuu finds himself conflicted over the excessively flamboyant Toshiya.
It Takes Three, Baby! | NC17 | AU, Smut | Die/Yuuki/Kaoru
Summary - Kaoru and his best friend Die leave the city for the country to relax. After a storm, a stranger knocks on their door.
The Right Tree | PG13 | AU, Romance, Fluff | Uruha/Toshiya
Summary - Toshiya demands that Uruha come pick out a tree with him.
On the Screen | NC17 | Smut | Ruki & Ryoga/Tsuzuku
Summary - Some not so innocent tweets turns into something more...pleasing.
Too Young | NC17 | AU, Drama, Angst | Tora/Aki, Kenzo/Aki
Summary - Everyone told him that he was to young to understand love. That he didn’t know what it was. But what he felt for his best friend was truly love, everyone was wrong. Instead of lecturing him on love, maybe they should have brought his attention to his unhealthy lifestyle.
Between Two Bassists | NC17 | Bandfic, Smut, PWP | Hiyuu/Toshiya
Summary - Hiyuu has always admired Toshiya, but then one night his fantasy becomes a reality.
Spending Christmas Not Alone | PG | Fluff, Drama | Kaoru/Uruha
Summary - It was the fourth year he had spent Christmas alone…
Drabbles
Christmas Lights | G | AU, Romance, Fluff | Aoi/Kai
Summary - Kai has trouble falling asleep.
Lies | PG13 | AU, Angst | Kaoru/Toshiya
Summary- Everything between us are lies.